I knew him, since the day we meet, on that canteen, i staring you from away, incidentally when you talking with someone that untill know, our friends still believe that she loves you and you too. How can i do? If the world say that too?

You both are friends, close friends, and maybe that's a normal thing when you both have a really close and deep conversation. She knew you, earlier and maybe better.

Im just a new part of you, in this new journey, to the end of 4 years of college. And how if our 4 years is over without no one from us know, that the feeling i have also grow as fast as the time ticking?

Is it a normal feeling? Im i a normal girl? Im i on my way to being an adult?

I always asking to myself that it's ok, having a crush like this, with a small heartbeat, a little nervous.

Your hand-draw, can i see? You look so excited with that pen, that papers, and all that cutie cartoon characters.

We both knew, that chemistry will comes time to time, but you just didn't realize it, someone that waiting for you are the one who talked to you with the eyes full of hopes. And that's me, literally, me.

I can't say love, it's just a feeling. Would you try to understand this?

Im not ask you to stay, to likes me back, to chats and send morning greetings, no im not.

The thing that makes me worry is the time when you know this feeling, and you try to keep away, hide and run from me. We better to be friend, we.

Can i? Just be friend? Even, you know this feeling always grow. It's ok, that's ok, and always ok, like your response in messages that i sent. 

Can we? Just be friend, im telling a story