Have you ever feel so bad at the time
when you just sitting in the couch
when no one has the same humor to make jokes?

One failed day you felt that i felt

It was embarrassing you know, go forward, meet the teller in the bank and you can't fill up the form properly

one failed day

It was awkward when i talk to someone and there's nothing to discuss anymore

one failed day, im not typical like what that they say

All the things with "countdown" make my heart, beat quickly
I still can't make time go slow, the time is killer, the time always run as fast as the vessel spread the blood, so i can't control or feel it anymore

one failed day, when you try to make jokes, but no one laugh

one failed day when you try to answer a question, but no one care

one failed day, when you get hard to talk to someone

one failed day when you already study in the night before the exam, but your paper sheet still blank

one failed day, im serious this day

i still having so many times, so many chances, so many friends, so many opportunities

but one failed day, i will not please you to broke it all

one failed day, so please just one day

cause i can't handle the time when im socially awkward

i only can write, i only can speak when it's save
save from the people who will prey you after all those words out
i just scared with the people whom i never understand
i just don't want to fight with people i never know
i just make a space with people that is not special
i just want a people who know me so well

i hate the people that time when i get ashamed by them
are the people become so scary that day?
yes, they are
just the people, people become greedy to rise their argument than to improve theirs
intimidate with those eyes, and cruel words

one failed day, i don't want to talk anymore
i just want to understand after their conversation over

you never get enough to discuss, to praise, to control people
people get so bossy
people get so attractive to gain attention
people get too fashioned
people get too individual
people blame what other people do
people hurts other kind people

one failed day, when you still can't understand what people were thinking
or you just the same people with the same attitude?
or you just the same people but with different skin color and you feel you aren't belong the people i've mentioned?

no me, and you just people with one failed day, when we're all never really know the nature of ourselves

one failed day, it's good to keep the silence